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Fifteen.
Mixed.
Capricorn
Christian.
Idealist.
Cassiopeian.
I'm 16 years old and live in good ol' Scunthorpe. I procrastinate alot, read and write when I am in one of those "moods" but mostly I just listen to music and rave my problems away. I have no particular talent, but I enjoy fashion
This is my personal blog, my heart, mind and deepest feelings will be put here. I won't hold back, so if you read something you don't agree with, or think is directed to you...don't assume. As the saying goes"Assume and you make an ass out of you and me"
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It's a new year...
Thursday, 7 January 2010 @ 07:21
January comes with so many events, both sad and happy.
Sadness that there's many people who have lost their lifes, but then again...others lose their lifes on other months too...
I don't know, I'm particularly sad because it's the month in which my own godfather died and as I'm writing this tears are surfacing, blurring my vision. I don't know... so many people dislike this month yet I have both my own birthday and a loss.
I just wish I could get away, I know that this coming week the people sorrounding me won't be able to provide me with any comfort. Not the comfort I need.
I just...I always feel as if I have to be strong and bear everything with a smile when inside I'm just empty. I just want to spend this month with my family. The only people who truly know how I am and how to support me. I don't need hugs and concerned looks, I need smiles and happiness and the only way to get that is to spend time with my family. The people who I know I can always depend on. The people that I don't second guess and the people who don't feel the need to molly-coddle me or watch my everystep. I just need someone to be beside me, like normal.